Slow

Already feeling the need to slow down, Ann's application and reminders were just what I needed. I can't believe how much my attitude changed when I laid aside the extras, sat down and enjoyed my children, hot tea, the falling rain (and maybe snow tomorrow!). Even my work, done slowly and with purposeful enjoyment created an atmosphere of peace. The children still argued, needed correction and instruction, the baby still woke up at night. But I was (mostly) grounded, and maybe even more key: rested. I think exhaustion is such a major deterrent to peace and joy in mothers of young children. Many times there's nothing we can do about it. I'm realizing there may be just as many opportunities to rest and slow down and I've just been missing them. I have the good fortune of getting sick almost every time I go a week without enough sleep. If rest is key to my good health and my ability to take care of my family, why do I avoid it so much? I love a full productive day and the visible fruits thereof. If I sit down to read a book, what do I have to show for it? I am learning.

Speaking of reading, I really want to give a little book report on my latest read, and how it is changing the way we eat and live. I just returned from the Farmer's Market (it was 37 degrees this morning when I left the market!) where, inspired by this book, I purchased something from everyone (except the leather jewelry guy). I came home with 3 butternut squash, 2 pints of cherry tomatoes, 4 green peppers, 4 pears, a jar of jam, a handful of banana peppers, cayenne, and jalapenos, and 2 chocolate truffles... for $16. (This guy has no idea what he's talking about when he says only elitist can buy fresh/local/organic.) I returned at 8:30am and Sweet A started popping cherry tomatoes before the waffles were finished (no doubt she's my daughter). WH & Coop watched in amazement, not being big tomato fans.

I'm off to spend the day preparing for a Sabbath feast- cleaning, food prep, and maybe a little baby food-making with all this butternut squash. Hope your weekend is restful!